Some of my music videos I made throughout the years to be put on my channel on Youtube.
A selection of my best mixes I’ve made I’ve put visuals to and put on my channels on Youtube.
A selection of my best mixes I’ve made I’ve put visuals to and put on my channels on Youtube.
Here you will find music videos and visuals from some of the songs I made and released/unreleased throughout the years.
About a month ago the new single WAP was out which I’m sure most of you have heard at least once and the world went crazy and started all crazy stuff …
About a month ago the new single WAP was out which I’m sure most of you have heard at least once and the world went crazy and started all crazy stuff like a beef between Carole Baskin and Cardi B and a whole lot of bitching followed by apologizes. Myself I think the song is very racy and should be more on a album away from young ears but saying that we had How Many Licks which was a commercial hit but even then the lyrics were rude but not full throttle and the video was innocent just a barbie factory unlike the WAP song. I do like it actually not the first time but the second play I was bopping along to it and liked the whores in this house bit when before I was kind of like I don’t like this. Even the title itself it’s dripping with sex even though it is quite subtle until you find out what it means it’s still like how can they get away with that, wow times have really changed now. Comparing How Many Licks by Lil’ Kim and Sisqo to WAP by Megan Thee Stallion and Cardi B I still found it hard to judge which one was more rudder I found they both nearly had the same amount of profanity’s in and some lines were rudder then others or at least it had the same flow of rudeness but the videos there was no contest.
I came to the conclusion that WAP felt more rudder than How Many Licks and was more in your face cos how many licks does it take to get to the centre of the ????? who knows cos it’s not said the hook basically implies something what is it I don’t know, the universe! I know some people have trouble with female rappers going hard on topics like sex and relationships but I say men can do it so can the ladies and it’s no different or shocking and in case you are wondering I would be shocked if a male rapper said it it’s not so saying it it’s how and where it is played that makes me laugh but it doesn’t offend me I’m just like how do you get away with that. I think most people are offended by the word sex or misjudge you by what you say and that is annoying but I don’t live for them and yes I don’t talk about my sex life but I don’t mind talking about sex and having funny conversations.
What I found annoying is when you make a joke or say something and that person starts to judge you cos what you said even though it was just a joke or passing comment I laugh personally I used to get offended but nowadays I just think you don’t know me so judge away. I think that is what female rappers get too they get judged by their work so they are like oh they must be a dirty in real life as she raps so dirty on her raps and then the speculation starts. I can see how some people think it is degrading women and treating them as sex objects but I do think if a lady wants to talk about her southern parts and say how she wants them right now and you better be putting down a deposit before I’m sleeping with you, let it be and I probably be laughed at but men do it all the time in different ways the way they talk about meeting up with girls having sex and meeting another and how many hoes what I heard as I like to hear both sides it’s the women’s response to the men making them feel like sex objects and to check them and empower themselves of course and I based my information on information I have received from various sources like Youtube and people I know so ladies sorry if I got it wrong.
I generally think sex sales and women are the definition of sexy from all the years of being told wear this, this looks hot, this make you look better and mainly advertised by women and I’m saying beauty and clothes products but other things too. Also to mention the perfect housewife and what makes the perfect women has played a huge role on how society was run and I’m not sure now a days but I know women are more empowered now especially after the Me Too movement or so I heard. Of course the Republicans want the song banned and they probably will but it’s already got to number one on the Billboard 100 so I really don’t see the point of it now but will they pass a bill to stop such saucy videos and lyrics on our screens and speakers surely one day they will had enough. I was too young to understand the controversy of Baby’s Got Back by Sir Mix A Lot but that was like WAP only more PG like filter on the filter PG compared to the other track. I would like to know would MTV ban the video if they were still playing videos or would they have just played it after a certain time once the youngsters are in bed, I suppose none of that matters now with the internet when they can go and just search for it when no one is looking but there are ways around that I think. The other thing is with such a sex toned song you will expect a raunchy video to go along with it and yes times have changed and are more explicitly then ever but as I said before and we all should know sex sales so if it offends you stop buying or streaming it or supporting that song or songs like that then technically the music industry will move on and I’m not speaking as a expert that is just from what I gather from trending things and phases when people stop buying stuff they move on to the next better thing and it gets fazed out and people ain’t stopping or bothered by it so there is a demand for it. I’m not surprised some of America didn’t like it, some parts were like the Janet Jackson Super Bowl event all boobs popping out, looking all pouncey on that cheetahs booties shaking everywhere oh yeah and the centre piece at the beginning the fountain yes a eye catcher for the neighbours thinking about buying it for the communal garden.
As you might of read if you read one of my posts I love female rap from a early age with Salt N Pepa but it was Lil’ Kim’s Hardcore especially the second track Big Momma Thang that got my attention. I then started to listen to other songs from that album and other songs like Back Stabbers and Players Anthem which I’ve heard before that but Hardcore really got my attention. It went from one track like that’s nasty to I like this a lot and the nasty track was Big Momma Thang cos they weren’t allowed to play Not Tonight in the gym or the stereo would of been confiscated, the track I actually was like I want this was Spend A Lil Doe as I liked the story telling and was similar to Back Stabbers which I can relate to but who can’t, so it does go to show that a bit of shock value does make you sit up and listen if that is right or not is a whole new debate. After hearing Hardcore I had a taste for explicit raps so Khia’s My Neck My Back, most of Lil’ Kim’s second album Notorious K.I.M, Trina’s Look Back At Me I was kind of or growing used to the explicitness though not in a make fun way but more jokey I used to make jokes about the songs and laugh with them as it’s funny to me a money sex hungry persona like woah she ain’t messing about. I must admit I played songs loud that I wouldn’t play now loud as not to offend the neighbours but my response was what she talking about get laid and getting paid get over it not in those words but something like that. I would still say that just cos you ain’t getting none Misses and Mr No Action don’t mean you have to stop other people’s fun but at the same time I get the whole commotion only cos younger fan bases.
So do it like the Trump supporters hop on the boat and join them lol, if you don’t know what I’m on about I’m talking about the Trump supporters who were on a boat partying to WAP whilst the Republicans were complaining calling it smut probably trying to get it banned. Obviously Cardi let them know she wasn’t happy not being one herself with a funny tweet basically saying it’s funny how they contradict themselves and also how they weren’t quarantined and she was ringing the FBI on the “festivity” for not being quarantined.
The other top story of the track which I briefly touched on earlier was the beef between Carole Baskin and Cardi B yes I’m sure you have all heard the weird exchange of words between the two and was after Carole criticized the use of leopards in the music video and argues that they get mistreated basically all to stand by a green screen and do their thing. Cardi responded by basically saying she won’t engage with a person who killed their husband though Cardi did later come out and say she acknowledges her points which I think is a good thing and glad she did. I think as bad as Carole is or is meant to be she still have some fair points I never agree with the use of animals in any entertainment field after watching many PETA videos and other animal organizations clips and it upsets and makes me angry, all for other people’s entertainment and we let it happen by buying into it, it’s the same thing I was on about with sex sells and if people didn’t buy into it there wouldn’t be no product well same principles. I know it’s traditional but it’s cruel and inhumane the whole practise and is something that should be stopped as I say to people if we have a debate it seems a silly one but so true but I would say would you like that done to you the whole ordeal so why do it to the animals also if it’s not allowed on humans why animals they should be protected too especially with things like that yes it does get me angry, I just hope they worldwide ban it one day that would be a good day definitely.
To end this debate I’m going to leave a mix I made four years ago before I was making music just before that actually. I would make random mixes and put them online not even with DJ software just music editing software which was the only software I owned at the time but one of them was a explicit mix with all my favourite explicit songs on both male and female from Ludacris, Lil’ Kim, Trina, Notorious B.I.G, Nicki Minaj, Khia, 50 Cent, LL Cool J and Mase. I warn you it ain’t called explicit for no reason and does get hotter than the last heatwave racy indeed unless you’ve heard the songs already then here’s a trip down memory lane for you, so enjoy. 🙂
Sunny Rays a chillout summery EP Sunny Rays EP And Sound’s Around The Home a found sound EP with some sounds I made myself with around the house objects. Sound’s Around …
Hi everyone how are we all this month? Well I’ve been busy making tunes and enjoying the hot weather though it’s kind of been too hot 30 plus degrees and it’s been so hot I had to buy a fan and it feels so much better now with it I must admit. I’ve noticed I’ve been making a lot of EP’s recently which I don’t usually do but now I started it’s all I want to do apart from the odd full album every now and then special occasions and all that. I would to like to start to thank people who supported my music in the last month…..or before I do appreciate the support and am so grateful for every penny you spend so thank you for the purchases people. I’ve made three EPs in the last month Face The Mirror a Vaporwave EP,
Sunny Rays a chillout summery EP
And Sound’s Around The Home a found sound EP with some sounds I made myself with around the house objects.
Also I yet haven’t finished my Reggaetón album which I plan to release when finished I was looking to release it on Reggaetón Day but I yet can’t find a actual date for it apart from a party in LA that was this year but no actual date.
Not only that I’ve finished one album and the other one is nearly finished. The one finished is a winter album coming out on winter solstice 21st December and is not a Christmas album but more of a winter album with some nice relaxing tracks nothing too upbeat saying that though there is a few upbeat tracks but it is mostly downtempo. The other one that is nearly finished and is a mental health album coming out on Mental Health Day on the 10th October I think it is, so a little but not too far away for those two and that will be released on Bandcamp and all major music platforms like Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music Deezer etc. I’ve decided for the mental health album to and for the first week to give it away for free on Bandcamp as a thank you for your support and to help people like me with mental health issues. I know music is my go to so I hope people find comfort in the album or just enjoy it and forget their troubles for a bit which I find music helps does.
COV-19 news; So how is everyone doing with this wearing masks in shops and other places. I don’t go out that much so I don’t use them and when I go out and I always forget it and risk the fine terrible I know but I feel I am safe enough from it which sounds ignorant or brave but the way I see it as long as the place ain’t too packed or been contaminated then it will be fine. I always have trouble breathing in it and too see out of it is just a joke, I was shopping getting my money out and I couldn’t even see inside my wallet guess I had it on wrong or something cos surely they shouldn’t be that bad but it’s all good. I know there is a quite a division between masks wearers and non mask wearers I say there is no point shouting if there is no real proof behind it and anyway that’s no right or wrong if you do good for you and if you don’t vice versa but just don’t be pushing it on me. Honestly the dirty looks I got off some people and yes rebels we ride together lol.
Nothing else to report really I haven’t done that much might be doing something next month but still not sure yet but if I do I will post on my next round up.
On the 25th of this month is Aaliyah’s 19th death day and to celebrate her life I did actually made a EP but truth be told I wasn’t happy with some of the tracks so there is two tracks that I liked and will put up on Soundcloud on the 25th so if you like Aaliyah’s voice and remixes you might like the tracks I made in fact I put a taster here so you can know what to expect though I must warn you they are two completely different tracks. It was hard to work with Aaliyah’s voice as she has had some great producers Timbaland is the most famous one so to live up to that was tough but I just went with the flow and didn’t aim to be as sick a Timbaland but to make as sick beat like Timbaland if that makes sense. Funny enough Timbaland is one of my favourite producers from the 90’s and so is Aaliyah though she is a artist not producers lol. Let it be known that he was one of the people that made me say I want to start to make music but and as you can tell by my tastes I have lots of influences like from the Progressive Rock, Vaporwave/Hauntology, House and Garage, Drum & Bass/Jungle Hip Hop and Latin music to name a few this is why I like to make a lot of different genres or do crossovers though I try not to chase the waterfall but I do get bored of making some genres of music than other’s. Okay well I’ll be going now so until next month stay safe and enjoy life. 🙂
Hi everyone I hope we are all good and are moving on from the 2020 drama we now call Jumanji. You guessed it I’ve been keeping busy doing various stuff which …
Hi everyone I hope we are all good and are moving on from the 2020 drama we now call Jumanji. You guessed it I’ve been keeping busy doing various stuff which I’ll get into shortly but I haven’t been that active this month and have mostly been chilling and reflecting, yes don’t get me started on that lol. I took a short break from music mainly for the month reenergise and all that I find my beats are better when I don’t go on a rampage and do loads of albums one after the other which I tend to do but recently I’ve been holding back and finding other things to do with my time rather than making beats cos I have to keep occupied or I’ll go crazy. As I was on a break I haven’t started any new albums just the ones I have mentioned already but I do have a Reggaetón album which I’m 4 tracks away from finishing so when that is done I will release it but I don’t know when that will be.
I’m sorry to say I can no longer afford to give away my music anymore so I decided to charge for all my albums from now on for better or for worse, I have given about a hundred albums in the past and it was because I felt they weren’t fit to be sold as it wasn’t done right but now I feel I’ve gotten better at it and I think I can charge for my albums now. If you do choose to support me firstly thank you but just to remind everyone that all the money I get will go back into my music so it would help me pay the music bills like mastering and rent to own synths. Also I decided that I will be making more Hip Hop/R’n’B beats along with the Vaporwave synthy stuff I enjoy making, I wasn’t sure what genres to stick with to be honest but after a bit of thought I decided to make those two but I will be making other genres when I feel like a change but synthy stuff and Hip Hop/R’n’B is the two I enjoy making the most so I’ll be sticking to that sorry to the other genres but I’m sure I’ll make one of that genre one day.
Although I haven’t been that busy music wise I did take the time to make a visual mix to #Stay At Home Mix which is my Vaporwave/Hauntology/Synthwave mix all around the Coronavirus and is dark to set the mood. It’s all from albums I’ve made from the past which I have now deleted to make room for the new and improved beats. I made the visual myself with Zgame Editor inside FL Studio with just some pictures off the internet and some effects simple really but I liked how it came out and I thought it suited it quite well I reckon, anyway you can find the visual mix on my youtube channel here;
I also made a music video to one of my tracks called Rows Of Corn from my EP The Barn Trip which is all about an adventure I had about a decade ago with me, my dog and my mate where we discovered a barn which was half abandoned in the countryside somewhere. Most of the footage on the video was from that day and the track is inspired by a corn field we also came across whilst on the trip hence the name. I would say it was my favourite trip we had and we walked for at least 10 miles maybe more that day, ah back in the day when I was active and my feet were still good to go not so much now, you watch the video here;
I’ve just put a album out today called Sour Eyes and is a Hip Hop/R’n’B instrumental album on Bandcamp and will be released everywhere else on the 2nd August. It is a up to date Hip Hop/R’n’B album so it has trap elements but there are some tracks that are more old skool flavours. I got inspired and felt the urge to make some beats so I did and I’m happy with it sort of. I have managed to get the times down a lot to 4-6 minutes which is a success for me and I’ve learnt how to make shorter songs as I was used to doing 7-9 minutes tracks and I know most hip hop and R’n’B songs are around 3-6 minutes long so I was aiming for that, Sour Eyes can be downloaded here;
The other thing I’ve been doing is writing songs which is one of my favourite past times that making music and writing poems which is kind of similar. I am actually looking for people to sing for me as I can’t sing to good quality and consistent level, why does money have to be here so damn expensive. I have found one possibility but I’m still unsure how much it’s going to cost and anyway I haven’t made any beats to go with it so it’s still on phase one the idea stage. I was going to teach myself how to sing using a online course I was going to buy but to be honest I’d rather pay or get someone else to do it for me as I feel they could do a better job than me. I enjoy writing R’n’B songs rather than Hip Hop but I do like writing raps too but I do have a favourite of course. I’ve always enjoyed writing songs and poems from around 7 and it was all just for fun and also to fade away the emotions I was battling at the time it really helped me deal with things I was too young to understand or deal with or was too shy or scared to say to people. I tend to do poems cos it’s something I can use unlike lyrics where it might be pointless doing it as if you can’t sing then it wouldn’t be sung hence why I want to pay or get someone to sing it for me then it wouldn’t be a waste of time, yes something about me I don’t like to make something for nothing and must have some sort of purpose I guess I’m a bit funny like that.
Well that is my monthly round up and of course I will be back next month same date hopefully with more on what I’ve been doing and got going on so until then take care. 🙂
Hi everyone how are we all I’m good thanks just been keeping myself busy with various stuff. I’d like to start with a special announcement and to let people know I …
Hi everyone how are we all I’m good thanks just been keeping myself busy with various stuff. I’d like to start with a special announcement and to let people know I have deleted most of my albums on Bandcamp, Spotify and Soundcloud as I felt 1 I had too much on there over 2,000 tracks on Soundcloud and over 100 albums on Bandcamp and Spotify and 2 they weren’t done right IE the lack or too much compression and of course eq. I feel I’m in a better place now as in the listed above and can recycle the tracks, so some albums will be appearing again but they are mostly up for recycling they probably end up on EP’s and albums. Yes I’ve started making EP’s for Soundcloud and eventually on Bandcamp and Spotify in album form so they will be up for grabs. I post every other day at least up to 3 days and I’ve been mainly making Vaporwave synthy kind of stuff but I did make a House EP which was a Vocal House EP mostly about police brutality and racism it’s called The Good The Bad & The Ugly Cop due to recent events and can be found here;
As I said been making a lot of Vaporwave so much I made it my main genre yeah I thought it was already. I still do house I have one……in fact I forgot my latest albums coming out is a summer House album on the 15th of this month that I pushed back as it was going to be for summer solstice on the 21st of this month tomorrow in fact but I had my dog’s memorial album out but next year I’ll probably do another one then.
There are two albums out now but are kind of the same one has extra content on and also some merch I’m selling. To commemorate my dog Patch’s passing which was on the 19th June 2019 so one year yesterday and I released a special album. It’s you guessed it all about my dog and was to celebrate her life and what I remembered and loved about her. There is a free version a paid version that costs £5.00 and as I said some merch which is £7.00 which you get a keyring of my dog in a costume, a eerie A5 poster of my dog in the woods at dusk and also a album with 3 extra tracks on. I’ve decided to be generous and donate the money to the PDSA a non government funded charity that helps sick and injured pets as I want to do my bit and if it goes well I’ll do another charity album or something as it’s always good to donate I feel.
Make A Donation To The PDSA
Yes I was waiting for a time to cover this wasn’t sure if I should do it in a blog or part of the monthly coverage and I thought I do it there instead as it’s part of the things to talk about yes a lot has been happening hasn’t it. With the three recent deaths of George Floyd, Jahmal Parker, and Breonna Taylor who as you are well aware of died in the hands of police one way or another two got shot (Breonna was shot 8 times in a drugs raid and yet couldn’t find no drugs honestly do they take steroids by any chance? just asking.) We all seen what happened to George R.I.P to all of them and anyone who died in the hands of police. Now I know there are good cops they do their job okay that’s good but there seems to be a lot of corrupt police around or just charged up and ready for action and that is not good. I think it has a lot to do with race, the attitude of the officer and sometimes a little bit to do with you but granted it does get irritating especially with someone like me with a quick temper and the dumb routine and all the smart stuff they pull on you. It does make you angry but what makes me even angrier until I realize they are either racist or trolls or just ignorant but when I see them defend or try to white wash the situation like it’s okay to do that and laugh about it. I’m not mad it’s as I said it’s the above but I know if it was them or their colour there would be more emotions or though you do get some people who don’t acknowledge some police officers are twats but still they can’t do no wrong as they are only doing their job that’s corruption at it’s best. I said this before on Facebook I hate the fact some people are missing the point and coming up with all sorts of nonsense that is getting a little petty for my liking and it’s the lack of understanding I haven’t even commented on other people’s post but looking at some just got me annoyed. The number one question was why until the George Floyd incident did people start rioting. First of all I don’t condemn the rioting but I do feel there has been too many fatal shootings by police to let it slip and for people to say “as you were officer.” Something had to be done and yes people got carried away and things went too far but I feel there was a reason behind that and if it wasn’t for the killing of a innocent man it would of never happened so technically you should blame the cops involved. This wasn’t a fatal shooting this was one police officer crouching on a man’s neck until he blacked out and died and he told the officer he couldn’t breathe, um I’m no genius I know so they should know obstructing the throat leads to lack of air. I remember when I got arrested somewhere in England I won’t say but a officer came along and did what happened to George Floyd rested his knee on my throat and I was saying I can’t breathe and I nearly blacked out he released his knee and thinking now I could of died and I remember my heart was beating like anything afterwards I could barely get a sentence out, I’ve also witnessed it happen in my hometown so it looks like it’s a common practice within police officers or I have experienced it and I know I’m not alone. And as for the other two who died one after he pulled the officer’s stun gun out his holster and the other one I just said they weren’t needed and could of been avoided if they went through some steps like one not be so aggressive and intimidating. I hope there is change after this and I’m glad to hear Trump has called for police reform which I hope will make a difference in the way they go about their business with civilians. I do say all lives matter but black lives is a important movement and is like the 70’s black movement so people can’t be smearing such a good thing where they fight with nowadays issues I think it’s a good thing and can’t be overlooked.
Yes it was even felt in my hometown of Bristol which lead to some of the protest crowd to topple the famous Edward Colston Statue dragged it to the river and thrown it in lol. It is true he is a famous slave owner who helped build Bristol in some ways and we have many buildings named after him a school, a concert hall the famous Colston Hall which host most of the big names other then 02 Academy which I think is for a younger audience just going by which acts go where. I’m glad to hear that they are changing the name of the Colston Hall it’s going be weird calling it something else it was called that since I was born so 35 years ago and it’s recently got renovated and by the way it is a loved place by most which is probably why they didn’t touch it and it not so long being renovated, I visited there a couple of years ago in fact to watch a interactive show that was cool. Can you imagine the look I’d get if I say the old name by accident in public I probably get jumped lol. I don’t care I never liked that statue I kind of forgot about it actually as I heard about it in school when I was around 13 I think it was in history I might of asked the question in fact it probably was me as I’m so curious and used to walk past that quite a lot when I bunked off school and I’m always asking questions that’s how I know so much and all different kind of stuff. As I said before not alone is it a reminder of slavery a racist and money hungry thing that should never be repeated it’s trafficking so why we don’t have a statue of a prolific modern slave owner and trafficker I don’t know it’s like “Welcome to Bristol home of slavery and trafficking please visit again won’t you.” Honestly Bristol is a lovely place there is lots to see including all the slave history I would like to go around and see all the sites here as I’ve been here and there but haven’t fully explored the town I have a few places I would like to go. It is a diverse multicultural city so I’m glad they have changed the Colston Hall name and not put the statue back up as by the way they are preserving the graffiti spray apparently. It was never a proud thing to display or name a building after though I still think it’s worth putting in the museums in Bristol but he shouldn’t be named a hero as he’s nothing like that. People say you can’t erase history true but you certainly can’t put his name on things like he’s a hero or martyr I mean would you put up a Hitler statue in your city if he was from your hometown I think not and anyway I looked as in a matter of interest about a week ago I wanted to see if there was any Hitler statues in Germany and there isn’t so why should we have that sort of thing, okay it is different but it’s under the same lines if you think about the whole thing. As I said we have a wide range of races and cultures here and it makes sense to remove anything that is a negative thing to our city and as I said it’s wrong on so many levels. Well that’s my monthly update you can find me next month with what I’ve been doing and any other crazy thing that catches my eye so until then I see you then, and remember stay safe and happy lockdown 😉
Today 19th June 2020 is a special day for me I had to put my dog Patch down who would of been 17 today. This is why I released a special …
Today 19th June 2020 is a special day for me I had to put my dog Patch down who would of been 17 today. This is why I released a special album called Paws For Thought I made last month kind of rushed as I needed it done by the start of this month. It was all about aspects of her life and the stuff she enjoys, my memories of her when she was still here.Patch was a collie mixed with some sort of whippet is the vets exact words when I asked what breed she is. I actually bought her for £20 off my neighbour who bought it off someone for a exchange of a ring he couldn’t keep her so after meeting her and seeing how good and warm she was I thought I had to take her. She was once living with a male dog so she was quite feisty that’s my neighbour’s dog before her first home I know off. She had a rough life in her first home apparently she lived in the kitchen doing her mess in there and not getting any attention but luckily she was saved from that by my neighbour. She had a big heart and would be always be pleased to see you though she was a shy dog and didn’t like people getting aggressive soft as shit but her personality and lovingness had me to be honest. Talking of personality she had a big one energetic, bouncy, happy always panting when smoothed, she licks you a lot which I don’t like but I know it’s just affection so I give her a light telling off before I smooth her I know confusing right lol, she’s a silent dog and never barked I know strange but that was a good thing it was the click clacking on the laminate floor that drove me bonkers. She was also very good with dogs always wanted to play with them until they snap and she would snap but that’s what I liked about her she never started it but I must admit she is a bit boistress with other dogs at times but that was being with a dominate male who was a little shit yeah hi and R.I.P. Max little devil. She was such a good dog that I don’t think I could find a dog like her that was so good and trained how she was road smart and was good off the lead but I did have some minor incidents and one that she had a head on collision which after I put the lead on her and didn’t walk her off the lead again on the roads for her own sake.The only thing I didn’t like was her bladder problem at the start of her time with me but after a bit of watching TV with Cesar Millan the show is about retraining disruptive and disobedient dogs for those who don’t know but after watching that and doing some training she got better and wasn’t weeing when getting excited so thanks Casar for showing me the way.
Splash (Alternative Mix)
Luna Woody Wolf (Part 2)
Miss Judo Flip
My Ball, My Stick My Stuff
Miss Lady Mucker
It’s official every 19th June is Patch Appreciation Day just something me and my friend will observe each year it passes. As I said this was the day I had to put her down due to old age she couldn’t walk right on her back legs as they weren’t strong enough so it was the best thing to do I think after many long hours of thinking it over which took some time. Thankfully she was on medication for the last two years of her life which helped at times but not all the time, footing wise anyway. I know she is in a better place now and I can sadly move on without her as I loved her but it was too much of a commitment for me but at the same time I loved it I could go anywhere cos I had the dog now it’s like what’s the point but saying that I can’t wait to get back out there once this COVID-19 is finished with.
You know the saying in for a penny in for a pound well I’m living that at the moment. I have 50 posters and 50 keyrings to give away with the album Paws For Thought. You can download the album for £7.00 and you will receive one A5 size poster and a keyring of my dog Patch in a nun suit and because I feel generous three brand new tracks on the album. You probably seen the poster a few times like in this post and several others lol. It’s this picture seen above it’s of Patch in the woods at night looking all creepy and eerie it’s my best and favorite shot of her and I thought it would be a good idea to get some posters made up and I wanted one myself. As you are now aware I even made a track about the photo, two in fact called Luna Woody Wolf which part 2 is on the album you purchase and by the way there is a free version with no extras on. I was going to sell the posters last Halloween but I thought I’d wait for a better time and I think now the hammer is hot. I will warn you it does look better in the photo than in the A5 poster but I think with direct sunlight or under good lighting it will be best suited. I decided any money I get from both sells from the paid version and any donations I will give to a charity called the PDSA a non government funded charity vet for people like me who can’t afford the expensive vet bills and get them at a discounted rate and sometimes free depending on the treatment. So if you do buy the album it will go to a good cause so please contribute whatever you can so we can make a small difference thank you.
You can find more about the package deal and purchase it at Bandcamp here’s the link and if you do thanks for contributing to the PDSA. 🙂
I love a good banger to get me off on one and dancing sometimes I have to restrain myself but then sometimes I can’t restrain it anymore and just let go. …
I love a good banger to get me off on one and dancing sometimes I have to restrain myself but then sometimes I can’t restrain it anymore and just let go. I blame it on the drink and drugs though I don’t do that sort of drugs no more or even drink but even without them I can still get hype and bounce around the place like a nutter, lol. I do like energy music and is why I love to make House as I like to make tracks to get down to though I do like the mellow tracks too but when in a mood or out clubbing it’s just that time. I was once a raver and party addict and I always wanted to go out and enjoy the night but now I enjoy doing it at home and staying in as that’s where I like to be but I do enjoy going out sometimes, I love walking in the countryside. The last time I went out raving was back in 2012 when I went to London it was my second london club scene experience the first time was the year before but I enjoyed both times and was up till the next morning. That’s the thing I like about London clubs they open till the next morning we left 9.00am and it was still live then and more packed all of a sudden. What I love about raving is dancing and interacting with others love a person who can get down and the conversations you have it’s always a good night. I never have time for people who want to start stuff in a rave people didn’t come out to fight and it brings the whole place down for a second, poor DJ has to work harder. I’ve never had a fight in a rave or club but I’ve had my close shaves but I’m never initially aggressive to someone which cools down the situation I suppose you need to know how to act.
To celebrate releasing an album Neon Live a Synthwave/Electro Funk album, I thought I’d do a special blog post on why I personally love the 80s and hopefully highlight some of …
To celebrate releasing an album Neon Live a Synthwave/Electro Funk album, I thought I’d do a special blog post on why I personally love the 80s and hopefully highlight some of the better times. Even though I was born in 1985 I can remember the kid years and anyway looking back now thanks to Youtube and other sources I can tell you what I liked about the era of the yuppie and more advanced technology amongst other things.
Now people say there wasn’t any good music in the 80s probably mostly the youngsters but you would be surprised who says that but I always say and forget about Madonna, Prince and Michael Jackson cos they killed it obviously but what about all the Hip Hop, Synth Pop, the start of House, Electro Funk, New Wave and Pop in general which is not like Pop now a days. Would I say is it better than 90s music now that’s a hard one and I can think of many genres from the 90s I like some genres were upgraded like R’n’B and Hip Hop but there was a lot of genres coming out of the 90s so that’s a tough one. I will say though I like both but 90s was my era so it has to be the 90s but as I said there were many genres coming out of that era I still love and listen to today. It was a mix bag of music in the 80s and 90s too but rock was dominating most charts thanks to the attitude of MTV another good thing to eventually come out the 80s though it’s not the same no more and it seems they have wondered from music videos and went for more fly on the wall documentaries instead. I don’t think it’s better but it’s similar to 70s music where they had those rhythms and instruments to make you go wild it is something I am passionate about and get quite excited when I hear it. I guess it leaks out in my music I make and especially with this album I just made Neon Live which is all what I love about 80s music that good vibe and rhythm to it, honestly you got to listen to the right stuff but I still think mainstream was okay you know.
Now I know I’m a adult now but man do cartoons suck these days with their youthful looks and PC morals just stick to the script Toxic Man is going to blow up the world again and they have to save them, on second thoughts that’s a bad idea but you get the point cartoons just ain’t the same as they were. I seen a meme on Facebook and it was two pictures old skool scooby doo with the gang and new scooby doo with the gang and it was upsetting, Thelma had a phone in her hand but I get it she needs it cos she’s gadget woman but it shows what times we are living in. I loved all the cartoons when I was growing up I started off on Postman Pat the good stuff then it was He-Man and Teenage Mutant Hero Turtles. Yes I charged around like a lunatic like the above and thought I was the above but I know we were all doing that. I see a lot of things are being cut like Tom And Jerry I do understand but it’s not as funny even though you know it’s coming it’s like telling a joke then running off into the sunset a complete waste of time. I’ve also seen new episodes of Tom And Jerry and again they looked Disneyfied all cute and cuddly practically kissing I was like this is not Tom And Jerry so I turned on the old ones instead, yes I still enjoy cartoons but that was some years ago though. Now with the knowledge of what they can do to a child it has all been toned down heavily in most cartoons and that is a good thing but it’s not the same and feels like they are nannying people instead of preparing them for the world cos that is a better option I think but okay nuclear and terrorist disasters are too much.
Mixtapes & Walkmans Baby
I’m not sure when I had my own walkman but it was at a early age and I loved it walking around with it on blasting it. It wasn’t so much the walkman as that got replaced with a more better option the Ipod and MP3 player but it was the cassette tape I still miss. You can tape stuff of the radio, you could tape anything you wanted really just as long as you had a cassette player with a record button on and you’re off. The other thing I liked was you could make mixtapes for your friends or even lover and it was that special touch to it that said it. I myself made mixtapes for my own use mainly stuff recorded off the radio I used to sit there and stop and start the machine every time I heard a song I liked but I figured out how to do it by the countless times I would record over it when I would rewind the song to check if I got it forget then record over it and sometimes they didn’t even play the song again but that was more 90s. Don’t get me wrong I do like the new technology and so easily transferable but there was something about tapes that were special for one you can carry them around quite easy though the walkmans were quite chunky until the slim line ones but unless you were wearing tight jeans it would fit in your pocket quite easy, though you had to have deep pockets and if I remember correctly pockets were quite deep in the 80s and 90s probably not so much except for that Jnco jeans faze. We shouldn’t forget the tape cassette though as it did pave the way for other things like the CD which was replaced by computers and Ipods etc and we all have had our happy days with our tapes bootlegging and buying cassettes for our enjoyment. That is the other thing as well back in the 80s and 90s there were more of a market for music where people would buy music and that doesn’t happen as much now and that’s only if you have a push behind you but people just don’t want to buy music now any more. This is why I am grateful and would like to take the opportunity now to thank anyone who has bought a song or album from me and to let you know I do appreciate it very much and it always makes me smile when I get a contribution.
Public Information Films
When I was young around 3-7 when I used to wake up in the middle of the night I used to watch a bit of TV or radio. I always used to dread the breaks as them bloody public information films they used to stick on frightened the life out of me. The worse one was the fire one with that horrible woman in that demon voice and witchy laugh it was terrifying the first time I saw that I was running for my bed I tell you. Even though it did scare me and temporarily scared me I did learn a lot from those short videos and stuff I still take in mind till this day say smoking in bed or when feeling sleepy for instance I know that’s a no no. Did you know I don’t own a deep pan fryer cos of those public information films it has put me off and I live in a block of flats so it would be dangerous for me to get one I don’t like taking risks. I think they should be brought back again and played to kids who are still learning the ropes of life I know they helped me for when I was older and I think a lot of them would benefit from it like I did. It’s funny the stuff you remember not to do when when you do get older and some of them you still do anyway as you are a rule breaker. I know they have made a world wide comeback after the COVID-19 thing so maybe they might stay who knows but I know I want them back as it really does save lives down the road.
This is something I wished happened later on in life but hey you can’t turn back time. Yes illegal raves in various fields, hangars, abandoned warehouses where a lot of people gathered and danced while high on that ecstasy talking crap to friends and strangers that’s just a guess but that was my Friday or Saturday night for sure at a club. There’s something exciting about going to a unknown location to get high and dance the night away not knowing where you are going until you finally know where you are going and I think if it was done right it could work quite well. There is no where to go without having to have money and those events drove people out of their homes and that’s a good thing as it is really better to be outdoors than in even though I do stay in a lot. If it was now I would be going all the time and getting out there and meeting new people but things have changed now and people aren’t so friendly no more or that’s how I see it in my world. So I’m not sure if it still would work most people don’t get the word unity no more and that’s a shame. There is more violence in the air and those type of places don’t need that type of mess getting in the way of people enjoying themselves. But if it was back in the 80s now that would be bliss and I know I would be attending as many of those events as possible I would always be excited cos I don’t know what random stranger I would meet next. I do understand about the noise and that but did parliament really have to shut it down it was probably a knee jerk reaction to some of the snooty residences but okay I do see your point though and it is a fair one but did you have to kill all the fun.
Video Camera Recorders
Who would of thought it a camera on your phone it’s like something out of James Bond films but we are here baby, it’s either a invention you love or hate and that is down to how camera shy you are. Even though they were still quite big compared to more recent models compared to studio equipment which came before that it was still a okay size to carry around or at least after a certain point but I know they were quite hefty in size and weight. The first video camcorder was released in 1982 and was on betamax but VHS stole the show as people favored that more than the betamax but there was stiff competition between the two for years. They were good but they have been greatly improved in the last decade where they got rid of the tapes and went digital which made things so much easier when recording and looking back at in later years to come. Also the noise you would get on the playback with all the grains and flickering yes the tape has become worn I don’t miss that one bit you know. It wasn’t cheap for blank tapes either and depending how much you used it, it might cost you quite a bit though buying in bulk helped but that was £40 that’s a lot for a teen back then I was lucky to get £5 every week for pocket money. Now that it is all digital and everything is easy to do it’s not as fun recording I feel well not at first but I found it a little I don’t know just not as exciting but I rarely record stuff now a days. I don’t really like being in front of the camera I tried but I get nervous and start acting weird not a good look but when I’m with friends I can trust I am alright it’s just youtube and instagram I hate putting myself out there but I don’t mind at the same time. I remember having my first camera recorder it was when I was living abroad with my gran I was given one and I remember filming everything and documenting my life as it happened vlogging before vlogs were a thing. I wished I kept it as I would like to play that back and see what I was like then as I barely don’t remember but there would be some good footage on there.
Start Of The Gaming World
Okay looking back now it doesn’t look all that but back then it was of it’s day and something we all loved. I didn’t have a Nintendo I had a Sega Master Drive and that was in the early 90s but I have played on a few in the 90s. The games were hard or at least I found some games hard and got frustrated quite a lot but I’m more calmer now a days as I just turn it off or though I did have a little outburst recently a couple of months in fact back when I was playing Kingdom Hearts 3 lol. I always remember blowing on the cartridges quite a lot happy days and compared to discs they were quite big so were the boxes that come with them they were quite big too. Even though Super Mario Bros was out in 1985 it dominated for many years after and I remember playing it all the time at my friends house. My favorite levels were the the wooded one and one near the end which I can’t remember now yes not good at names, I tried to look it up but after 5 minutes of searching I gave up. Obviously both the Nintendo and Sega consoles paved the way for more improved models and has won the hearts of many children who are now adults who are now gamers. Even though I had a console I didn’t play it that much same with friends maybe sometimes but we were mainly out playing and having fun not locked in doors with the curtain shut kind of scenario. My favorite Nintendo game is either Mario or Donkey Kong I did like that when I played on it. I think I liked Donkey Kong better though as I found the controls to be a bit more easier and it was less frantic but still quite fast paced. It’s hard to compare the difficulty in both old skool and nu skool gaming as I wasn’t that good at it back then but I have got a lot better after the PS2 that is and now I think I can play just sometimes not good with anger issues. I suppose they are harder in a way as we advance in our skills so do the games but that is all on the game and your knowledge of the game like RPGs for example you need to know what you are doing. If it wasn’t for arcade games we wouldn’t have the Nintendo, Sega Master Drive and eventually the Playstation and XBox so we have a lot to be thankful for though at the same time I’m glad I wasn’t stuck at home all the time looking at the box so I’m grateful for that too. I wouldn’t call myself a gamer any more well I’m on and off I’m more creative stuff now a days but that is down to playing so many games and getting bored of the whole thing so I look for other things to do and just so as it happens I love to be creative as my Facebook intro states.
CD’s And CD Players
I think some people take advantage of the CD player now a days as it’s easily manufactured for cheap prices hell you can get a CD player for less the £20 but I doubt it would last long though. It was a blessing having CDs in our lives and it is much better than having to carry around tapes which does add weight if you stick a few in the bag. Even though they were new they could be quite pricey and compared to tapes they weren’t cheap except for singles which were a okay price. Not only that you needed a CD player and that wasn’t cheap so it all adds up but I’m talking about the 90s mainly when CDs were more accessible but still not cheap but cheaper. It’s funny first it was vinyl, then tapes then it was CD’s and after that came the digital download which crashed everything and caused many people out of pocket. I do like the download era but I do miss going to the record shop and buying my music there was something of a exciting and happy time but I do enjoy having music at my fingertips ready to play when I feel like. It is a blessing when you can just type in a song and it comes up and of course all that hidden talent that is not so hidden no more thanks to the internet it has made a lot of celebrities. But there is nothing like the old days when you had to buy the whole album for that one track you liked or wait several hours until a music video came on horrible now I think about it but it was living life. The CD walkman which was released in 1984 two years after the mass sale of CDs and is another good thing to come out the 80s. I had my first CD walkman around 1992 and always remember it used to skip when I walked around, all of them did that so I went back to tape walkman as that was more stable then the CD player walkman. No surprise it has been discountiend by Sony as I feel they were good but not quite there with the whole skipping thing I could imagine a joggers pain with that one. It feels like heaven now having a MP3 player and phone now where you can just upload tracks via wires or even bluetooth and have them on the go or in your surroundings. We are lucky in a way well we are as we have that convenience of having everything on hand and with no much trouble where in the past it was like jumping through several hoops to get to the end.
As I mentioned I made a Synthwave album and this is to go with the album. I’m actually trying to get in that mood of writing blog posts related to the album I just released so this is just the first one of many. The album is full of feel good tracks and range from Electro Funk, 80s House and 70s to early 80s hip hop so it is a combination of the three but it is all Synthwave.
Okay it’s that time of the month again a recap on my month and music news of course. I hope we are all good and keeping safe and away from that …
Okay it’s that time of the month again a recap on my month and music news of course. I hope we are all good and keeping safe and away from that damn Coronavirus I know I am. I haven’t been up to that much in the last month except for busy making music and blogging and some other things pretty boring really but it is fun at the same time.
I’ve made 4 albums ready to be uploaded on the giving dates 15th and 31st of each month or close to that time sometimes I do drop them a couple of days early. I’ve already told you about my Synthwave album which is coming out next on the 31st May then I have a special album I made to celebrate a year of my dog Patch’s passing which will be out on the 19th June the day I had her put down due to old age. Then I won’t have a album out till July which will be a Vaporwave remix album of my House and Jungle tracks on the 15th and also I’ve finished my Halloween album which will be coming out on the 25th September so some time away but that time will come around quick so it’s good to get it done early and also so I don’t forget and rush it like last year I think or the year before that I can’t remember now. At the moment I’m not working on a House but I have listened to a Deep House mix today and feeling some deep stuff so I will be doing a Deep House album coming soon. I also have three albums I’m currently working on another Vaporwave album with funny titles nothing more but it is based on some Hauntology titles I seen and thought to go silly with it so I did lol. I also have another House album I’m working on they both have just been started so who knows how long it will take to finish a couple of days if worked on. Also I have a unfinished special Reggaeton album which is nearly finished three more tracks to go but I’ve been taking a break from it to work on other projects which some have been released and anyway it’s not my usual genre so I am a bit reluctant to put it out but I will once I finish it that is. Also I’m not sure if I mentioned but I have a world Hip Hop album in the making but I am struggling to get 12 different instruments from around the world but I’m sure I’ll be able to find some if I keep looking. I don’t want to spend extra money on a one off project and it could be costly for what I want so I’m not sure what to do about that. I have two albums out at the moment a UK Funky house album called Mad Conversations and is a clubby like party album with that funky flow on it or so I hope.
And a Vocal House album called Lucky Star remixes of songs I’ve made in the past also a clubby party album to get you in the mood for dancing hopefully. They are both free downloads and can be downloaded via the links displayed so happy downloading.
I have a small announcement no I’m not expecting a baby or getting married I just thought I’ll let you know that I will be off Soundcloud and won’t be uploading on that site no more or at least for a bit and see how it goes. The reason why is one, money it would save me £10 to go on other things but I think it’s best if I stopped uploading tracks everyday and concentrate on the finished project ie Bandcamp, Spotify etc instead of uploading on soundcloud everyday which wasn’t going anywhere and was costing me money I wasn’t getting back from. So I decided to scrap my plan with Soundcloud and only promote tracks that have been finished and released on albums so sorry to the people who are listening to me on Soundcloud most of the tracks can be downloaded free on Bandcamp and streamed on Spotify etc but that is the last couple of years back on Spotify not right from the start so sorry about that but it might be on Bandcamp if you remember the track title I’ll be happy to try and push you in the right direction.
So on the 22nd March it was Mother’s Day and for those who don’t know I haven’t seen my mum, my half brother or their side of the family for over 28 years and I left them when I was seven. The thoughts of my mum got me searching on Facebook and I came across her profile a few times which I was shocked when I seen my mum’s and brother’s profile and even made a track about it yes it’s not what it looks like, Um Technically This Is Stalking is about me and my stalking of my family members online so please don’t think I’m a weirdo promoting stalking oh hellllllll nahhhhhhhhh. It’s a long story my family history something I won’t be getting into but I will say I’m tired of the smartassess with their over clever assumptions and judgmental borderline racist ways there I said it and no not what you’re thinking. World War 3 is a understatement but hey I got my veteran stars out here so I may be a casualty but I know I learnt a lot and seen a lot, some things I never wanna see again but it was mostly worth seeing as it made me who I am today and made me a stronger person when I was a teary eyed mess when I was growing up but I’m a lot better now I think. I’ve been reflecting on life recently and been remembering a lot of stuff well I remembered it anyway but things keep going around in my head and it’s all excitement and happiness but I try not to dwell on it for too long but it does my make my head rush. Obviously doing my dog’s memorial album got me thinking of her and I’ve been looking at a lot of photos and a few videos of her which I actually used in some of the tracks which has been making me laugh and smile such a good dog I couldn’t stress that enough.
Done a bit of social distancing myself recently it was a dramatic move but it had to be done I removed all my fake friends from my facebook after a series of fake bullshit which I won’t go on about but I will say it was good to finally see who your real friends are and who is just acting all false with you and pretending that they like you or care for you but at the same time doing sly stuff behind your back and mocking you when I’ve been nothing but nice to them. Okay I’ve had my false moments but you should of seen how they were acting and treating me I don’t put up with that from no one. They probably think I hate them all bla bla bla but the fact is I don’t hate all of you I hate the culprits who thought it would be good to go meddle around and play with people and if that fits you hell yeah I’m mad with you. I am now looking for real friends who ain’t stuck up snakes who don’t care about anything but themselves and they have the nerve to say that about me. Anyway I don’t want to air too much out just a honest recap on what I’ve done this last month and that was one of them so I thought I’d share that and get my point across to those snakes.
I’ve been watching a lot of gossip channels on Youtube recently you know keeping up with the latest news in the celebrity world as I find that stuff interesting. Three main topics I picked up on first the release of two singles from current singers and rappers Beyonce’s and Megan Thee Stallion’s Savage Remix and Doja Cat’s and Nicki Minaj’s Say So remix they both made history having four woman on the number one and two slots in the charts but there has been drama that came with it like the leak of the Savage Remix which caused Megan to release it early and allegedly stopped Beyonce promoting the single stopping Megan from stealing that number one spot. This caused the fans to go after Beyonce and basically calling her unsupportive and all sorts of names which is neither here or there but if I was someone in that power and were from the same state I would be more then happy to promote the thing as it’s a hometown thing but that’s just me. This wasn’t the first leak and apparently Beyonce had a track with Cardi B but her sound engineer leaked a snapshot of the file name titled something like Cardi B and Beyonce track which the world went nuts for and leaked it out to the rest of the world stopping Beyonce working with Cardi. Apparently and I don’t know how true this is but Beyonce is a killer for surprise and once it has been leaked it’s spoils the surprise in her eyes. I beg to differ on that and I would say it causes anticipation but you don’t need to be a scientist to work that out but I’m not going to stand here and argue with someone who probably knows better than me. If it wasn’t for the leaks it was the Stans battling it out after it was suggested that Nicki Minaj was dissing Beyonce in her Say So track with Doja Cat. Well first the line
“Why you talkin’ ‘bout who body fake?
With all them fillers in your face, you just full of hate
That real ass ain’t keep your n*gga home
Now you lookin’ silly, that’s word to silicone” there was speculation of it being about Wendy Williams who always hated on other people for their looks but then someone pulled up Beyonce lyrics from the song Savage Remix where she says;
“Big B stands for bands
If you wanna see some real ass, baby, here’s your chance” this led to the assumption that Nicki Minaj was talking about Beyonce and fans went nuts. It’s like real life pass the parcel and if the cap fits games I don’t know who starts this stuff but it gets annoying as the stans pitch in and makes it 10 times worse and you see that’s one reason why I don’t want to be famous seeing bloggers and other channels on youtube start stuff. Okay it’s one thing to speculate we can all do that all day but there is a fine line between speculation and malicious gossipping and depending on if you are getting paid to start things or just a gossiper who has a platform and does it for fun which I see no problem of doing and yes we can have a opinion but it just depends where the facts originate. This doesn’t mean to say I’m a stan I’m a fan of course and don’t get me wrong I’ve been in those stan moments but I’m looking at this as a person who deals with being picked off and it annoys me and I just don’t know why, thankfully they are both grown ladies and can see it for what it is I just hope the stans do and stop with the back and fourth as it helps further problems down the line anyway this just made me think well I’m glad I don’t have to put up with that stuff as I would of probably end up losing it on live radio lol. My main in take on this is Beyonce might of heard the Say So remix and wrote a line that suited the remix and has nothing to do with beef having said that if there is beef it’s one I didn’t see coming or maybe this a marketed beef on one part to cause some hype around both singles that’s my two cents worth that would be two cents please. In other news rapper Khia offered Trina another rapper to a battle, for those who don’t know there has been a special battle that has been happening over the Coronavirus period where R’n’B and Hip Hop legends battle it out and play hit for hit from their discography. Whilst Khia was doing a live chat via webcam she was asked who she wanted to battle which in Khia fashion responded in hateful words about battling Trina which caused Trina to get upset on live radio and go on a little rant and made her look very angry but for those who don’t know she’s had a rocky relationship with Khia and has been a ever going battle with the two you see more reasons why I don’t want to become famous. I would do what Megan Thee Stallion did and get everyone together instead of allowing them to pick us off but don’t get me wrong if you want to be like that then we can have a friendly competition with all the smack talk and trimmings to go with it but that’s just me. In a live talk between singer Usher and music producer Swiss Beats there was a question of who they would like to see battle next and I think it was Usher or it might of been Swiss Beats but one of them said Foxy Brown and Lil’Kim which I thought would be a good one I would tune in for that but knowing the history of the two as a fan I know that would never happen but I would pay good money to see it but again they have to kiss and make up first and that’s been on and off for years now. I try not to get biast on any rapper or singer but I do have my favorites and anyone who knows me knows I’m a big Lil’ Kim fan though I had both their albums at one point of my life but I do favor Kim sorry Foxy I still love you. Having being picked against someone I try not to do the whole devotion dance on one side and I try to stay neutral except for if you are crap then you are crap but and as annoying as this might sound I don’t care each rapper or singer has their own different style to them and uniqueness to them so there is really no point saying he or she is better when they are equally the same but that’s the stan life I reckon but yeah there is high excellence like Janet Jackson, Michael Jackson, Aaliyah, Beyonce, Notorious B.I.G, Tupac and so many more who raised the bar in their crafts.
Well I think that is it for this month’s recap but I might be back next month with more music updates and catch up so until then stay home and safe and I hope to see you soon so take care.
Following on to the other two 10 tracks I thought I’ll do another one but this time 10 tracks that have meaning to me. The songs listed are tracks I’ve heard …
Following on to the other two 10 tracks I thought I’ll do another one but this time 10 tracks that have meaning to me. The songs listed are tracks I’ve heard in certain times of my life for good and for bad and are songs, when played brings back good and bad memories but always puts a smile on my face. Music has always been a helper and major part in my life and has helped me through my most difficult times so I have a lot to thank music for, If it wasn’t for the music I reckon I would of been in a worst place so thank you for the music for giving it to me (happiness.)
A couple of months ago I did a Coronavirus album called Social Distance that was all about dealing with the fall out of the virus and I thought I put it …
A couple of months ago I did a Coronavirus album called Social Distance that was all about dealing with the fall out of the virus and I thought I put it into words for my blog and my experience with the fall out of Corona and my opinions on certain yesterday’s drama. At first I thought it wasn’t that serious but the more deaths and the people getting it has made me reconsider what is going on. I don’t watch the news or read much about it I’ve seen what it can do to people and I thought I rather not watch or hear too much but I have kept myself informed by conversations and a little reading but not too much. I wouldn’t say I’ve seen much change in this lockdown period I’ve always been at home ever since my dog died and I have the time to make music more than ever which is why I’m always uploading tracks I like to keep my mind busy. I must admit though it was weird going out and seeing no cars or no people on the street and in the local town it felt like a Sunday night dead with no one out at all.
I’ve never experienced a toilet and food shortage and going out to get that stuff wasn’t too bad, luckily I ran out of toilet roll after the big panic buy but food was harder to get and I had to resort in buying tins which I didn’t mind as I knew it wouldn’t go off and store for some time can’t beat tinned food lol. You had to laugh at the people panic buying toilet roll and coming out with more toilet roll then a janitor coming out a cash and carry and I was laughing at all the silliness on facebook where people were posting lots of stuff on there I even stole a few myself yeah I share other people’s posts ha. It would have made me feel silly if I did run out of toilet paper during the fiasco and would of been a bit embarrassed to get it but I would of though but honestly toilet roll is the last thing to get in a crisis, fun fact I got inspiration for the track Empty Shelves from when I was in Lidi the shelves were bare but I did come out with the jingle before the announcer comes on the tannoy you know that three note scale sound kind of like lift music I think.
The whole social distancing is a doddle to me and have been practising this for over 10 years now so I wouldn’t say I missed social interactions as I haven’t been social for some time now. It has been weird as I said seeing the streets dead but most weird of all standing outside shops in ques to get in and protection glass over the counters that was so surreal at first. I’ve had two social distance run ins one wasn’t that bad the other was just annoying. The first encounter wasn’t that bad a bit embarrassing when I walked straight past the que and walked into the shop before getting stopped and told to que up that actually happened twice lol . The second encounter same thing or though the man got shirty and got all “uh there’s a que mate” and was quite rude about it but I told him don’t speak to me like that I didn’t see you were waiting outside honestly I thought he was waiting for a friend to come out but it wasn’t oh my bad. There’s been a lot of people crossing the road when I pass and I’ve been told it wasn’t just me which made me feel better but seriously if I had it I wouldn’t be out but I do understand where they are coming from especially the old and young but seriously you begin to get questionable with people and get all irate but it’s not that bad it’s cool really just kind of bugs me but like I said I understand. On a personal level though it has been hard for one I haven’t seen my gran who is 82, for some time now I think it was a couple of months before Christmas not sure but it’s been some time now and she keeps asking me to go up and see her but with the restrictions I can’t and have to hope it goes before I can see her again as I know she might not have much time left. She is still active and does her thing helping the church and she loves to clean and is always tidying so I am glad she is getting a break from all that hard work she does with the church. I usually see friends and family quite frequent but again with the restrictions it’s been quite hard I ain’t seen my friend for two months now which is weird but I’m not stressing as I don’t mind being alone we both don’t which is cool.
It’s been shocking to see celebrities come out and say they have had the Coronavirus from Tom Hanks, Madonna, Pink and Marc Almond from Soft Cell are to name a few. Thankfully they all have recovered and well again but that’s not forgetting the other legends who have died due to the virus and most are at a old age so at least they lived a good long life but still it is sad. There’s been many celebrities doing their bit to keep people home and entertained from singer Mariah Carey, Actress Gal Gadot from the most recent film Wonder Woman, talk show show host and comedian Ellen DeGeneres, with Singer John Legend, Michelle Obama (do I have to explain who she is), Singer Madonna, and the whole Battles Of The Rapper/Singer where famous R’n’B and Hip Hop artist go head to head track for track and one get’s crowned the winner they are the two I’ve been hearing about and when I have time I will watch the battles and decide myself but judging by feedback on twitter and what I seen on Youtube it hasn’t been great in technical problem wise but that’s what you get when the world is down I suppose mayhem but great to watch no shade though lol. Not to mention Rihanna’s Charity fundraiser where she donated 5 million dollars to organisations assisting with Coronavirus. Also Ciara and Russell Wilson donated one million meals to food banks and John Legend and Chris Martin have performed and other celebrities have done home gigs on Instagram. Also Cardi B has her own Meme out with the caption “Corona S*** Is Getting Real” which is I believe is from one of her videos and all proceedings from the remix that was spawned goes to charity so people are doing their bit. There has also been a few challenges on Tik Tok which apparently has been very successful whilst the Coronavirus has been happening and has become blown up I thought it was already I see it all the time. For those who don’t know Tik Tok is a platform where you upload videos with or without music and can be of you doing a prank, dancing, acting, something funny/stupid they are usually around two minutes long and is popular with young people but enjoyed by most. I see Missy Elliot and Megan Thee Stallion have their own Tik Tok trends going with dance trends videos and also I saw some wicked sign languaging to Missy Elliot’s Cool Off, I must admit it took me a few seconds to realise what was going on but when I realised what was going on I was like ah I see yes and love it.
Talking of cool off one guy that does need to cool off is Trump with his suggestion that injecting bleach can kill the virus in your saliva in 5 minutes. Um I know I ain’t a doctor or know that much about chemicals science or the body I know a few names but wasn’t we all taught not to put bleach into your eyes, mouth or skin and correct me if I’m wrong but if you inject something it goes straight into your blood system and nothing but blood and other blood related stuff shouldn’t be mixed inside your blood maybe I have it wrong but I know just by sense that that’s not healthy or advisable. On a serious note I hope some of the people don’t get it wrong and do something dramatic there has already been reports of a uprise of accidental poisoning in the US but I don’t know how true that is as I’m not good with other countries sources I know Fox News though. Meanwhile over this neck of the woods Boris Johnson has had a Corona baby Wilfred while other parents are trying not to kill their kids yeah shoutout to all the mums and dads looking after your kids when they should be at school. I thought this was a rumour at first but no Boris had a baby and it wasn’t just a wild story well at least he didn’t call him Corona related names but I suppose the two twins Corona and Covid has already taken the best names who blames you and if I was going to do it I would of done a name that sounds similar or ryhmes with the name not the actual name itself but good for a character though oh did anyone see the new edition to a famous fighting game Corona just wow shorty is a killer lol.
Now there has been many conspiracies about the Coronavirus one came from Trump himself that China started it deliberately which probably started unnecessary hate and misforming people. Others say it came from a laboratory and was purposely spread some say it was a chinese lab some say other wise. Then you have the one about the elections and Brexit conspiracies, then you have the news conspiracies okay I think it’s been over done now. I’m not sure what to think to be honest it could be purposely spread by who we will only find out later on in life or not at all but maybe it was bats maybe it wasn’t but I would, like most people like to know what is up. I’m not ruling it out but I think we might not be told the whole story but that’s just my conspiracy mind racing lol and going on past events. At first for a split second I thought there was martial law coming to play but I now know it’s just extra safety precautions being taken and is nothing to worry about or so I hope or I’ve made a massive error of judgement. I’ve just seen a well polished video I haven’t yet watched but it’s a conspiracy video about Corona and apparently makes all sorts of accusations some I’m even guilty of that wearing a mask can increase your chances of getting the virus and other’s claims that also wearing gloves doesn’t prevent you from catching the virus, it came from a laboratory and to keep the beaches open as it’s the healing microbes that can save lives. It’s no surprise the video has been removed from youtube but it has been reported that people keep uploading it to there and also other sites. I don’t want to name the video for people who haven’t seen it as I think it’s dangerous and what I read is misinformative and misleading and is something I’m not trying to promote as I don’t know the real truth only what I hear and read like most people then I make my own judgement. I think it is dangerous though for people who Trump would probably hire in his office dangerous quacks to go main stream and make wild allegations only because people would follow and do before they see and that’s not calling them a monkey I just meant they act before thinking that’s what I meant. Don’t get me wrong it’s good to have videos like that but people must start to remember they are for mostly entertainment purposes and in my opinion to make people think and talk but people go way too far and take way too much in and kind of lose their mind I know I’ve been there before.
Well here in the UK we have been in lockdown for over two months now and even though we are allowed unlimited exercise time and some shops are opening back up no one knows what the future holds well I don’t do you? All I can say is like everyone else I can’t wait to get back to normal and go out more it get’s boring indoors all the time and like I said I haven’t been out for ages so can’t wait to go out even go on holiday that will be next year now, it was going to be this year but you know the story of what happened Corona happened. The question is though what will be the aftermath both social and economic wise there must be some fall out in both. In social wise my friendly guess is that more people will stay home more often bringing the outdoors in or it could drive more people out who knows but it will be interesting to see what happens. I know there will be loads of people out when the initial ban gets uplifted when that will be who knows but I can’t wait till it is. Will there be more homeschooling I mean is that even allowed? And also how many people will get married, divorce or have kids because of this whole thing that would also be interesting to see we can call it the Modern Infection Fallout but all jokes aside this is the time to think of the unfortunate who are trapped in homes they don’t want to be in all gender, ages and races. I guess I’m lucky I have no kids and I don’t have my dog no more so I have no one depending on me which in this time is a good time to have all the above no offense guys I like kids and animals but I couldn’t have a baby or have another pet just yet. If this was back in my dog’s hay day she wouldn’t of liked the restrictions and with the hour a day exercise I couldn’t go anywhere far so in a way I’m glad I haven’t got her but of course I still miss her. So that’s my Corona story and what’s I’ve been doing so far and hopefully that will be it but if there is no change in the weather then of course I’ll do a update in a few months time but let’s just hope that the death toll comes down and we are free to roam the streets once more. Also thanks to the key workers who do their bit to help their bit for the community’s big shoutout to all of you from hospitals to the shops and in between your good we’re good, but you know big shout out to the nurses in the hospitals especially I’ve heard about most of the battles of the frontline hospital staff and it’s scandalous.
I will leave you with the album that inspired this blog post and is all about the Coronavirus and is a Electronic album. I never know what to call the genre to be honest as it’s just electronic a bit of Vaporwave, a bit of Hauntology, a bit of Synthwave and a bit of Progressive Rock so it is a combination of all the above, putting it in a more simple way Synthesizer Music. It is a dark album but has light tracks in there too and is all around the fall out of the Coronavirus as it happened a month or two back. It was inspired by as it happened and I took my hourly walk getting inspiration from many places such as local and not so local shops, street walks and various different places, it is a free download and can be downloaded on Bandcamp.
I saw a good idea on Facebook I thought I’ll repeat to pick 10 albums one per day of albums that influenced your music tastes so I thought it would be …
I saw a good idea on Facebook I thought I’ll repeat to pick 10 albums one per day of albums that influenced your music tastes so I thought it would be a great idea to do one 10 in a row maybe a caption anyway here it is my 10 albums that influenced my music tastes, I hope you enjoy and learn something new.
I won’t lie I felt angrily inspired by some recent events racist leaking out the woodwork and calling me all sorts of names yeah I knew it was coming. I’ve put …
I won’t lie I felt angrily inspired by some recent events racist leaking out the woodwork and calling me all sorts of names yeah I knew it was coming. I’ve put up with racism from both sides white and black and the others but recently I’ve been getting abuse in my own home all because of their preconceptions of what a person should be like if you are ethnic then you are stereotyped with no questions asked and that pisses me off. I am who I am and I ain’t changing because the few have some mad fantasy they quite clearly want me to live out for them it’s like oh fuck you I’m definitely not living for you if you can’t even give me any common respect who do you think I am a muppet oh I see. They are making owl noises and other sly comments calling me an uncle tom and then monkey outside my window suggesting I’m white when I am half white anyway and proud of both sides of the family thanks for asking though but it’s because I make progressive rock and vaporwave/hauntology yes granted it’s not “black” but do I really have to scream my ethnicness to any passer-by to declare who I am I think not. And for your information, I have a passion for synths I’ve always have hence why I do make those genres cos it heavily uses synths and it’s good to make other genres then house. I’ve been getting it off my chest off Facebook and one of my supposable friends basically sided with them and dumb down the whole thing saying I’m going on a rant and I need to calm down yeah I see his point I do need to calm down but you don’t have to put up with what I do over and over again it’s like the same thing happening all over again. I’m sorry but I’m not and excuse me if this comes across as racists but unless your my complexion or darker or totally different race like Asian or Chinese and you don’t deal with the same issues on a frequent basis you can be telling me about it’s nothing don’t worry about it it’s fine um no it ain’t thank you very much and I guess your the kind who thinks there is no such thing as discrimination as well well aren’t we just special, anyway less ranting more rhyming action, I should have called it Loose Monkey Up The Tree lol. PS Never put up with racist abuse from anyone abuse in any shape or form but especially racism they are shallow and think they are flying high in the sky, oh don’t worry someone will shoot them down eventually I encourage to do it just without any fist flying hit them with truths watch them fall obviously get ready to defend yourself and good luck 🙂
You say I am a mongrel and you think less of me,
It feels like going back in time,
You think you are better but oh you’re really not,
You go round repeating things
Like a robot,
I’m sorry for your misconceptions and your stereotyping,
I’m sorry your slow as hell
While I’m fast like lightning,
Just because I do certain things that isn’t race related,
Doesn’t mean I am uncle tom,
Oh your gonna end up hated,
One person says I’m too white the next calls me a nigger,
Treating me like dirt,
And their the digger,
Yeah I ain’t got silky hair it’s fuzzy and curly,
I am what I am
So go play yourself wurly,
Trying bring me down and hate myself,
And all you under the sheets bitches
Creeping in stealth,
Who say I’m not racist I have load of ethnic friends,
Yeah you think I’m one of them
But we are just pretend,
Trying to dictate what I can and can not do,
It’s a free world
And I’m not sorry boo,
It amazes me everytime the ignorance of some,
They think they are the intelligent race
When they actually go on dumb,
Oh keep talking I really admire um actually nothing,
I guess you’re gonna blow me down
With all that huffing and puffing,
I’m made of brick you’re made of straw,
So let me grab my match,
So then we can draw,
Screaming bullshit until you’re red in the face,
And I meant to be the monkey
You look like a disgrace,
Yeah I like chicken and partial to watermelon,
But that doesn’t mean I sell drugs
Or turn into a felon,
And yes I do like prog rock cos I love synthizers.
So hoot away bird brain,
I will cream you up like bong riser,
No one wants to say it but I will,
I blame Brexit
For this racist feel,
Everyone is getting hooded and torched up,
Getting drunk off lies
Filling the cup,
With all sorts of ignorance they want to believe,
Cos the media said so right,
Oh you make me heave,
Really I’m laughing cos you are all a joke,
Talking out your necks again
Like you’re on coke,
And FYI I am home,
I know who I am
You annoying drone,
Don’t under mind me like you know best,
Or look at me funny
When I get things off my chest,
You make them look innocent and that’s a shame,
Go on like I’m the problem
That’s so lame,
People may think it’s okay to shout racist abuse,
But they get funny when it happens to them
And throw any excuse,
I’m not stupid and I’m not born yesterday,
So come at me again I will slay,
So I suggest you run along back up your tree,
Back where you came from,
Wherever that would be.
Hi everyone how are we all today yes hope we are all doing fine being confined in their houses for nearly a month now. I took a break from blogging for …
Hi everyone how are we all today yes hope we are all doing fine being confined in their houses for nearly a month now. I took a break from blogging for a couple of months now and but I’m back again today for a catch-up. As I said I have been at home, staying home keeping busy but I have been out more than I usually do to that damn shop to get essentials as I’m starting to run out of one thing then the next but that’s just normal behavior. Loads of changes in the neighborhood shop queuing outside, protective sheets over the checkouts and rations for milk and other essential things. I’ve been stopped twice now and shown the line to get into the shop quite embarrassing but I shrugged it off like nothing as it is nothing to be worried about. Got inspired for a special album I made last month called Social Distance a Vaporwave and Hauntology album that touches on the subject I say touches it’s all about the Coronavirus and some of the stuff we all had to deal with. I made it in under a week and I took loads of walks in that week to various places to find inspiration most of it was flying incoming so it was quite fun to find inspiration it was kind of like a game and yeah it was all under an hour out and didn’t have to go far to get inspiration if you want to hear the Social Distance album it can be found on my Bandcamp page here;
While I’m on that subject of music I’ve been busy making loads of tracks I’ve done three completed albums but only two are mastered but the other one will be released in June. The three genres are and will be released next month in May are UK Funky House, Electro Funk/Synthwave and a Hip Hop album which as I said will be released in June. I’ve been feeling inspired by different genres recently and get bored of making the same genres so it’s nice to change up and do something a little different. I wanted to release them ASAP with the virus in all but I had three albums out in the last month so I decided to push back my albums, yeah I did you hoes a favor just quoting a line from a biggie song rapped by Lil’Kim. I’ve been making music for over four years now and have over 2000 tracks on Soundcloud but I’m still learning the ropes especially with Eqing and compression which I still struggle to find the right level before I master it with Landr. So apologies if some tracks are too loud or even worse distorted I am working on it and I think I’m getting better I hope. I’ve been making a couple of songs recently as in lyrics for songs just for fun but I do enjoy sitting down listening to beats and coming up with something. I wished I could sing better than I can people say I can but I feel it’s not good enough for a whole track and anyway my vocal range would be weak that’s why when I get on the mic it is spoken not sung. My favorite beats for writing are The Weekend type beats that’s when I get the most out of it, it has to be dark and melodic that’s my favorite kind of sound from present-day dark R’n’B. Oh, I’ve been listening to a lot of mixtapes from the last decade and I noticed it was actually alright if you looked in the proper places. That’s how I got the inspiration for my Hip Hop album Elements out now which has Trap and 90s hip hop inspiration from instrumentals beats off Youtube, you can check out that album here;
I’ve also got four different projects I’m working on and are all different from each other they are Vaporwave alternative versions of my House and Hip Hop tracks, a House remix album of my House tracks, a Reggaeton album and a World Hip Hop album which I’m not sure if I’ll ever complete as I don’t have enough instruments from around the world to make a various hip hop album but I will try as it’s something I want to finish. It was my birthday last month March and I celebrated at home with a friend as it was only two days before they shut everything, not that I was planning to go anywhere anyway. I’m 35 now and I’m feeling the pain got backache….funny fact I actually was dancing to a Crazy Cousins mix and I put out my back for the first time as well it was a bit painful and stiff but after a few days and a walk it kind of healed itself so I’m thankful for that.
During my three months break I did a lot of thinking and also playing my PlayStation I nearly completed Far Cry 5 I’m on the last level fighting Jacob the leader I haven’t even tried it yet as I went on a break from the game and then went back to my music so I haven’t even tried it yet. I also 100 percent Kindom Hearts 3 until the DLC came out and I’ve been playing a bit of online of the DLC to Far Cry 5 I also got given for my birthday the new Far Cry, Far Cry New Dawn which I yet haven’t started. I have a list of games actually I yet haven’t completed from the last 4 years but I’ve been so busy making tracks I never feel in the mood to play it, to be honest. Well, I think that is the round-up of what I’ve been doing while I was away and what I’ve been up to recently. You can get in touch with me via these connections and I look forward to seeing you soon, take care. 🙂
Ps Happy 420 Day
On the last day, I’ll be showing you a British comedy sketch show called The Cathrine Tate Show and this is a Christmas special. I had a few Christmas specials to …
On the last day, I’ll be showing you a British comedy sketch show called The Cathrine Tate Show and this is a Christmas special. I had a few Christmas specials to choose from and I thought this is was the funniest and is one of my favorite comedy sketch shows, enjoy.
Today I’ll be showing you some Christmas pictures I found off the internet to get you in the Christmas mood if you’re not already, enjoy.
Hello, and happy boxing day I hope we all had a good Christmas and got all the things you wanted and had fun. Today I’ll be sharing a special Christmas mix …
Hello, and happy boxing day I hope we all had a good Christmas and got all the things you wanted and had fun. Today I’ll be sharing a special Christmas mix to help you stay in the mood for Christmas all mixed and made by me so enjoy.
Merry Christmas everyone I hope we are all having a lovely day today. Today is Christmas Day so I put together a special playlist of Christmas songs but the less heard …
Merry Christmas everyone I hope we are all having a lovely day today. Today is Christmas Day so I put together a special playlist of Christmas songs but the less heard of tracks as everyone has heard the famous one for decades now well I have. I hope there is a few you haven’t heard of and like like I do. It’s a bit different from what I usually play but I do play all sorts saying that I have many tastes and hopefully this playlist will show you old skool tastes, enjoy and again Merry Christmas 🙂